Blood red tears roll down my face
and scatter upon this desolate place.
The place I hide inside my mind.
The place that no one else can find.
The torment I've faced
the tears I've cried
no one will care when I've died.
My life has been just one more big mistake
and I beg death my life to take.
I hate the pain I feel everyday.
One day I shall make this world pay
for turning away when I was hurt
for helping them shove my face into the dirt
for every scar upon my back
for every single bone that's cracked
for the pools of blood I was left in to die
for every single tear I cry
for leaving me alone in the dark
for giving me this accursed mark.
In torment I shall ever be,
so this is what the world owes me.
Pay me my dues and give back my life.
Take away the pain and styfe.
Bleed for me as I have for you.
Burn in torment as I always do.
Go insane as I have done.
Try to escape and try to run
only to find there's no where to go
and you can longer tell friend from foe.
Then you shall see through my eyes.
See the pain that twists inside.
For once you shal know my fear and pain
and know how it feels to know your life's in vain.
The sickening depression and rage
to feel as if you're trapped in a cage.
This is my life , my pain , and hate.
This is my damned acurrsed fate.